Break

Good morning everyone.

For anyone that cares to know, I have decided that I am going to go off social media for a while. However, I will continue to post here. All of you who are truly rooting for my success, I appreciate you greatly and I hope you will continue to follow my progress here.

I just need a break. I haven’t be taking all my supplements like I’m suppose to; skipping workouts, missing protein drinks, losing sleep, headaches, drinking too much, dehydrated. I’m emotional; this morning I started crying over the fact that Tim hasn’t done his oil change on his boat. I’m never going to win if I can’t concentrate on what I need to be doing.

I feel like I can’t trust anyone anymore. My empathic abilities are lacking as of late and people i think are sweet turn into crazy, mean, people. I’m not interested in sex, sexting, cyber or sending nudes…I have a boyfriend i don’t even send nudes to because I’m too fat. If that’s what you’re looking for, leave me alone.

I haven’t been taking my supplement packs so my d3 and potassium are probably low which isn’t helping, but i have people literally all over the world that want to be my friend, yet somehow I feel like I’m completely alone.

I won’t stay gone forever, I just need to get myself back on track. That being said, if you so desire, you can get an email when I post. During this time, I will also work on fixing this

so it looks the way I want and y’all can have an easier time navigating through it.

Love you all, Sil

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