Let this be a lesson to myself that I keep making bad decisions that aren’t helping me accomplish my goals in any way… this is the third day I’ve been down and probably tomorrow too, maybe longer before I can lift weights. I can barely do a round of dishes without being exhausted and I have to lie back down. My head hurts like hell despite meds, it’s a sickening headache…I really pray they didn’t miss a bleed or fluid leak….
You know, the really shitty thing is I probably won’t learn my lesson. What do i gotta do? Put myself into inpatient treatment? And how would I even go about that?
I’m just so sick of myself being such a stupid idiot😣