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I fear we are ignorant and blind
Is happiness just a fantasy?
Do we all just desperately try
To continue our believing?

I have shredded the future
Destroying everything dear to me
Obliterated a life of rapture
Undeserving to longer  breathe

I can’t imagine how to right this
My complete vitality is at stake
Suffocating, i am finished
Nobody but myself to blame

Overwhelming throb is sickening
This punishment killing me slow
Aching in my heart is agonizing
The accountability is mine, I know

Apprehension is at my door
I feel the end coming strong
Just stay in bed forever
I Hope I’m proven wrong

Originally Written March 19, 2012
Copyright @ Sil Hattaavah 2012

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