This stupid sinus headache…😵
This stupid sinus headache…😵
“Insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result.”
My head is throbbing from the sinus pressure so i quit lifting at about 25 minutes and switched to ten miles of biking.
Man oh man… I’ve been on an emotional roller coaster…i have zero energy, I’ve basically been in bed for nearly a week outside of work… pathetic.
I made myself get up this morning, i biked, ten miles only, but i did it nonetheless. Than when i got home i just went out and did my lifting despite this awful sinus headache.
Interestingly, she let them put down two rooms for clogged drains yesterday!
Like, we aren’t even allowed to put protocol rooms down, we have to make fake reservations on them… so what the hell!
Everything is about control with her. She has an agenda, i just haven’t figured it out yet.
Today she came in for the maintenance guy to do more for moving of her things, you know, on company time…
She is really mad that her stuff was still here because she supposedly told us to get rid of all the stuff out of her apartment.
Bitching about the fact that two years after she was supposed to have moved out, we didn’t throw her belongings away. I heard nothing about this and why would it be our responsibility?
She had ample notice that she was going to have to move out. Then she gets to that point and just does what she wants….and that worked out… she didn’t get in trouble for it….
She’s mad that the other maintenance guy didn’t pack her things differently…(well lady you should have packed your own shit). She doesn’t like the layout of the breakroom, which use to be her house. She plans to keep all her dishes here, she’s going to unpack them all😱
She had maintenance get rid of all her furniture and stuff… basically all she owns are clothes. , she’ll probably keep those here too with her dishes.
she also verbally counselled the head housekeeper in front of myself, maintenance and the other desk clerk, for taking her lunch at 1400… hhk was not on the clock for this.
Just after this, she proceeded to chew maintenance out as well because he took his lunch late, which he rarely does and the only reason he took the late today is because he was back there…MOVING HER SHIT!
I decided i had better get my lifting done before the daily depression hits full force for the day… hopefully I’ll get my biking done this afternoon.
I changed my watch to the underside of my wrist around half way through just to see if it would improve tracking…as you can see, the answer is no. I don’t understand, this watch should be missing nothing.
I want you to know it took every drop of willpower inside myself to get on my bike and to go the entire fifteen miles rather than get dressed and go find an opened bar.
I’ve found myself so depressed i’m losing my determination…how can one vile person have this affect on people? I believe this burning pain in my arm is the same pain that was in my hip last week, is a manifestation of my anxiety of the upcoming days.
They want me to stick it out, saying she probably won’t be here long… but if i already feel this bad and i haven’t even seen her yet.. how can i survive? I just wanna lay in my bed and cry😭
Part of me thinks they’re right and if i suck it up everything will fall into place, but the rest of me is telling me to run.