Melted Ice

The last few weeks. My phone has been deleting pictures that it thinks are duplicates without asking me. Like the other day I went to look at the nail pictures that I have saved over the years and there should have been hundreds, and there was only fiftysome pictures. That has happened a few times and I’m just like whatever if I don’t know…

Day 022: First Workout

I want you to know it took every drop of willpower inside myself to get on my bike and to go the entire fifteen miles rather than get dressed and go find an opened bar. I’ve found myself so depressed i’m losing my determination…how can one vile person have this affect on people? I believe this burning pain in my arm is the same…

Desolate Saturday

I try to be a good friend,,, but i guess in my attempts to be such, i forget that i don’t actually have friends,,,i have business contacts and acquaintances. I really need to get out of my fantasy world huh. I get closish to people and make the mistake they’re my friend. Doesn’t exist…i do not have friends,, and that’s what keeps me mentally…