Posted at 19:12
I try to be a good friend,,, but i guess in my attempts to be such, i forget that i don’t actually have friends,,,i have business contacts and acquaintances. I really need to get out of my fantasy world huh.
I get closish to people and make the mistake they’re my friend. Doesn’t exist…i do not have friends,, and that’s what keeps me mentally safe… when i forget, i get hurt, every time.
Posted at 21:08
I got my resume redone today…i have two to decide between…I’m taking votes, 1 or 2🙂
Posted at 15:16
I don’t know why this morning is bothering me so bad.. but I’m gonna go cry in the shower now.
Posted at 05:02
I really don’t want to go to work today, I hate that place with everything in me😭
Posted at 13:16
I’m really sick to my stomach to go back to work…
Posted at 10:00
My last day of vacation…which was nice, though I had this constant fear over my head that I’d get called in,,bout the same as my days off, I never fully enjoy them… dreading going back tomorrow… at least Dani is the boss.
But it is only a matter of time before the wicked witch comes back and it’s time for me to make some big changes in my life,,, this job is literally eating me from the inside out… there is never a time that I am not thinking about that awful place. It’s like a dark fog surrounds me, suffocating me, impossible to escape.
Posted at 05:58
Never should a boss invoke such anxiety and nausea in oneself.
There has to be something better… but what? And what if it’s worse?