Posted at 19:12
I try to be a good friend,,, but i guess in my attempts to be such, i forget that i don’t actually have friends,,,i have business contacts and acquaintances. I really need to get out of my fantasy world huh.
I get closish to people and make the mistake they’re my friend. Doesn’t exist…i do not have friends,, and that’s what keeps me mentally safe… when i forget, i get hurt, every time.
Posted at 06:30
I made it past the sober headache!
Posted at 16:27
Basically a break day I guess. Either I pulled a muscle in my back or my kidney or my liver or my gallbladder hurts… like I have no idea which it is🤔😐
Posted at 16:15
You know,,, I’m really quite flattered that everywhere I go I’m the only one they’ve ever made a b52 for; therefore, they remember me….sadly: but goodly, I think I’m getting burnt out on alcohol in general.
Posted at 17:53
I couldn’t get my lifting done today, for like the third day in a row I have a bloody afternoon headache… does this have to do with not drinking, or did i magically grow allergies?
Posted at 17:24
I’ve been in and out of sleep for the last 24 hours…I can’t stay asleep too long because of the pain,,, and my dreams are all wacky.
I took pyridium to numb it, and I pissed it all out in one pee,,,wtf…
Tomorrow is going to be a long day, I hope this kidney issue heals itself soon.