June 26, 2019

This was suppose to post yesterday, oopsy.

As you may or may not know; in the past, I have never ever, ever, ever sat down while at work. And The reason for that is because we are not supposed to have guests see us sitting down. Because you know, we’re not humans and we don’t sit….or eat or drink…

But anyway, so I just never sat ever. I just stood for eight hours all bloody day. Over the last year, I quit caring what guests think. I do stand when i see them coming, but if they see me, oh well.

Between all the times I spend getting yelled at by guests and all the things that corporate does to sabotage us the to make guests mad at us, I’m going to sit.

That being said, I got towork today and discovered that they have been playing ring around the chair, we have three chairs in here. One specifically stays out here. Well, it’s right in front of Matilda’s desk where her normal chair usually is.

Guess what that means all three chairs are probably peed in and I’m not going to bend over and sniff them to figure out if, if any of them are not peed in. I’m sure they reek by now, i was gone for two days.

So I’m really upset that I have to stand indefinitely because I don’t want to sit and pee. Isn’t that shitty? Or pissy, rather?

Anyway, so we have our director of operations in town, we’ll call him Preston. We don’t know why he’s here, i guess we’ll find out.


He just came to do his quarterly thing it appears. He only visited a short while and moved on.

Funny, matilda says i can take my lunch whenever i want🤔 I’ve had to take it at 1130 for months now because one can’t go over six hours without a lunch. She said 12 is fine, and i said 1145 is six hours. She said the important thing is that we take a lunch at some point.

June 22, 2019

She came in yesterday TO DO HER LAUNDRY!Man, I wish that I could just come here and do all my laundry, and have the company pay my electricity and water to get my shit clean. That’d be awesome.Whatever. She gets away with everything. Always will.

So anyway, the next shift came in to take over for me, we’ll call her Viveka, and we did our shift swap. Viveka had coloured her hair with some red above the black. Looks okay to me.

But our wonderful g.m. we’ll call her matilda, looked at her hair and wanted to know what she did to it. matilda very visibly did not like her hair. No “hey your hair is pretty” or “you look really nice today” or something positive. Instead, before she walked away she said, “We’ll see how they like it.”Whatever that means, I don’t know who they is, but whatever. All i know is she thrives on others’ misery. Let me tell you a little story.

Our mod that just left, we’ll call him Trigger, is really into guns and a few years ago, I was waiting for my ride after work. I was either the head housekeeper that day or I had been the a.m. shift and he was the p.m. and he was taking over.Regardless, he had just bought himself a $500something gun. He was really, really excited about it. Like he was showing us videos of him shooting it and stuff like that like he was so happy!

Well matilda came out and he told her about his new toy, showed her pics and he was so excited about it and all she could do was be negative.She said; among other things, “I don’t know why anybody would want to waste so much money on something stupid like that who even needs to have something like that”….. blah blah blah blah blah

I was sitting there watching. And I literally watched his excitement dwindle down to nothing. I could see he was borderline depressed, she ruined it for him. He wasn’t happy and bubbly about it anymore. That was awful.And that’s that’s just how she is, she’s very good at making you feel like you’re stupid. Ironic huh?

Hopefully she won’t come in today and I won’t have to see her til Wednesday…But if she does come in, I’ll have another entry. Have a wonderful day.

Melted Ice

The last few weeks. My phone has been deleting pictures that it thinks are duplicates without asking me. Like the other day I went to look at the nail pictures that I have saved over the years and there should have been hundreds, and there was only fiftysome pictures.

That has happened a few times and I’m just like whatever if I don’t know about it it doesn’t matter, what i don’t know won’t hurt me. However, I lost one of the pictures of the schedule.

And unfortunately it is the exact one that I need. Remember, I told you about how she changed the schedule?

Well, for whatever reason, I don’t have the picture anymore. So this morning the audit guy messaged me and said that there was nobody there to take over for him. Because that was suppose to be the asst head housekeeper.

I messaged her and she didn’t answer. For a really long time. I even messaged the head housekeeper to message her. I told her that she needed to call HR because her schedule is changed with that telling her.

When she finally messaged me back she was at work and she basically acted like there was nothing wrong, and she even told me that the gm had told her yesterday she was hhk today but desk, that it was a typo. I was the one that was supposed to work it today but she forgot to change it (yesterday?). No, I wasn’t. That was not the original.

SHE took it off of the mod, and SHE put it on the to the assistant head housekeeper and SHE didn’t tell anyone, nor did SHE schedule a hhk as the assnt was originally the hhk.

Anyway, then she told me that she was not going to argue with me. Argue? WTF… So, obviously we know what side of the road she’s on. So, yeah.

No, I don’t think so, no typo, just illegal schedule tampering that will have no consequences.

Qnd this is why I should quit forgetting that co workers are just that, they’re co workers. Nothing more, nothing less. That’s the second to burn me in less than a year.

Whatever, so she gets away with it again. Nothing’s gonna be done. Even now that it’s against the law she can still do whatever she wants. It doesn’t matter.

I was trying to write this earlier, but I have just been so depressed all day because of this. I mean, I was ecstatic at the beginning because I was like wow she’s finally gonna get in trouble for doing this crap.

And then the person that us directly affected won’t do anything.

So, I don’t know, my eyes burn from crying. It’s nearly 1630 hours and I’m probably just going to feed the kids soon because I feel like crying again. And now I have to go to work tomorrow and deal with her.

Hopefully the asst hhk didn’t show her my msgs. I told her that she had no business changing the schedule blah blah blah. I didn’t say anything that I could get in trouble for. But she’ll use it against me mentally, and do whatever she can to sabotage me, and she will win. She always does.

Whatever, I just don’t care anymore. there’s no point in trying, I’ll keep this stupid journal, but I’m sure it’s for not. She’s gonna live till she’s 104 and she’ll be there all the way until then because she sold her soul as a devil. That is the only answer.

June 08, 2019

It truly is quite unfortunate that she had to come back at this time. Right as i was getting back on track. Now I have like no motivation to do anything I’m not getting up in the mornings to bike, nor have i been lifting weights when I get home.

I don’t know what to do but sleep, all i want to do is just like sleep.she was back there with the mod half the day. You know, doing her normal spiel of complaining about things and such.

So, I guess she tried to delegate herself so that she can send in our payroll even though she’s not the one that does it the mod does it, but whatever. Anyway, in the process of trying to give herself any authority and failing, she took the mod’s away. So now nobody can submit our payroll. Hopefully, the mod can get it figured out.

I don’t know what else to say right now. I just don’t have a lot to say. I’m sure once I have to work with her I’m going to have a lot of things to say.

I’ve just been minding my own business. So far, she hasn’t gone after me about anything but there’s still time and I’m sure she’ll be coming in tomorrow.