I don’t understand, I’ve not had a drink for sixty days why isn’t my beer belly gone? Sometimes i wonder why I’m even fighting so hard to stay away from it…i had planned to make a huge deal over it today…i didn’t expect to have zero motivation.

I didn’t workout either time today, I’m so mad at myself but i just have no inspiration or even energy. I’m too depressed to workout which makes me depressed because i didn’t workout. Vicious circle.

Maybe tomorrow?

I should be ecstatic about this