This

I find myself blinded in a muddy haze
of confused thirst and self-doubt
Hopefully a narrow, fugitive phase
temporary chaotic brain drought
Suffocating in a desolate malaise
through an unforeseen internal bout

This obsession is recklessly heavy
sentimentalism unauthorized, undefined
trampled relentlessly into the land already
Pieces of information so disorganized
my core fully cluttered to a tangled jelly
Immeasurably too complicated to summarize

At present, i no longer hold control of this
whatever this is, some frenzy I can not unravel
it immerses my vitality, too significant to dismiss
What distance i bear the potential to travel
to chase something i could devastatingly miss
Gift me the secret of triumph in uncertain battle.